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v. Present participle of begrudge.

adj. envious

adj. reluctant

adj. being given reluctantly or with displeasure.

"While James has absolutely benefited from his marriage to Bullock, garnering a kind of begrudging, weird and unnatural air of respectability, Bullock has so far managed to remain above Jesse's reputation and keep her own fun and sexy image."

begrudgingly   

envious    grudging   

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